Worship

So this month I have taken the entire month of serving in ministry. Took the month off of worship team, children's ministry, everything minus an event here and there. Due to a car accident has left me without a car for about a week or two. So this allowed me to stay home instead of going to church tonight. This is the first night in a long time that I sat at home and did worship via a webcast with just me and God and it was amazing.

There is something to be said about you and God and a time of intimate worship. As a worship leader I have on numerous accounts been moved to tears by the worship of a congregation. Watching vulnerable hearts surrender to the Lord as the Holy Spirit moves through them. To the point were you almost feel as if you are intruding on their time with the Lord.

This time was different from a stage worship setting. There was no thinking about sound, projection, harmony there was just me and God and the sweet sweet sound of His praise being lifted to Him that came at the moving of His Spirit.

He again reminded me whether I'm on stage leading or at home on my couch in my pajamas it's always about Him and I. The love of a bride for her Bridegroom. The condition of the heart at times of worship and the sincerity and projection of praise for the Lord from His creation. It is such a privilege to serve him in my singleness. There is this connection and intimacy with the Lord that I am allowed and love.

It is a reminder of why we have been created in the first place. To praise the everlasting God, Yahweh, Adonai, the Messiah for eternity!