As an event planner of a non profit one of the motto's of my company is "until everyone knows someone that truly follows Jesus." As someone within the organization I haven't really looked at that vow until recently. It's funny how God can bring situations into your life to show you what you are and are not open to.
Recently God asked me, remember when you said " Here I am Lord send me?" Remember how you meant it back then? How much do you mean it now?
These questions slowly but surely have been more of a trend in my life. How far to the east and to the west are you willing to go for me? North? South? Would you go anywhere, do anything? It is so funny to have to process these questions at 31 because you think like Peter on that third, "Yes Lord!"
It is in the uncertainties and the trials then we tend to lean into a Lord that would ask us to be in the practice of leaning into Him not just in the trials but also the celebrations and moments of settledness.
I am 31, an event planner, rooted in Him yet to the end of my days, I will go wherever He has called me to go and do whatever He has called me to do. Because I am His, He has given me a greater story then I could ever create for myself and in moments of fear and in moments of joy get to spend the rest of my life finding that story out. And if that means to the ends of the earth..... I let go of my nets...
Recently God asked me, remember when you said " Here I am Lord send me?" Remember how you meant it back then? How much do you mean it now?
These questions slowly but surely have been more of a trend in my life. How far to the east and to the west are you willing to go for me? North? South? Would you go anywhere, do anything? It is so funny to have to process these questions at 31 because you think like Peter on that third, "Yes Lord!"
It is in the uncertainties and the trials then we tend to lean into a Lord that would ask us to be in the practice of leaning into Him not just in the trials but also the celebrations and moments of settledness.
I am 31, an event planner, rooted in Him yet to the end of my days, I will go wherever He has called me to go and do whatever He has called me to do. Because I am His, He has given me a greater story then I could ever create for myself and in moments of fear and in moments of joy get to spend the rest of my life finding that story out. And if that means to the ends of the earth..... I let go of my nets...
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